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two extremes I'm in between. [12 May 2008|05:17pm]

papilia
I did two very different and new things this past weekend.
On Friday night I took a trip to Wendover with some fun friends.
Then on Saturday I spent several hours at... a Renaissance Faire with most of my family.

They were both really weird.

I have to be honest, I hope I don't hurt anyone's feelings, but I didn't really like Wendover. I don't think that it's because I'm a prude, uptight Mormon.  I don't drink, and if I did it may have been more fun, so I guess that is part of it. The gambling was with "free" money that I'd already committed to the trip so I didn't really lose or waste anything.  But I never really won anything, so there wasn't really any fun involved with the gambling. 
But I did really enjoy just being with my friends. I really like hanging out with the people I went with. I don't think we have to go to Wendover. I would like to spend time with them here, we could play card games and bake and stuff.   So, Wendover was good in general because I was with good people.

I can't think of a way to describe the Renaissance Faire, but that doesn't mean I thought it was indescribable in that amazing, left-me-speechless way, because it wasn't. But also not in that "no words for the beyond-awful" way either. It made me feel weird, but mostly in a good way. I would definitely say that the RenFaire was on the good side of the spectrum but I did feel a little ambivalent, or like, confused about my feelings. it was really a Renaissance Festival & Fantasy Faire which pretty much makes it a free-for-all history/fantasy nerdfest.  Renaissance? let's add some fairies! and why not throw in pirates, Gypsies, ancient Egypt, Celts, and Japan while we're at it...  and practically the whole thing was just shopping. I don't even like shopping that much, although this was better than a mall because it was costumes and swords and stuff like that. 

Anyway, the experience led me to realize that I still really love fantasy stuff, as dorky as it is, and I've kind of cut that stuff out of my life a little for several years (except for Harry Potter).  So I had forgotten it but then, being immersed in that kind of culture for a few hours, I sort of felt "home" about it.  And I thought, none of my friends are willing to be this nerdy.  I could have a lot of fun with them if they were. But then I remembered that's it's not really fun to be friends with people who are super-nerdy, to the extent that they have no social skills and it's awkward and painful to even talk to them.  I think I'm inbetween.  I'm pretty nerdy. but I have standards. I don't think I'm totally socially inept. are there other people like me that I could be friends with? or are my current friends more like me than I realize?  because.. there are a lot of really nerdy things that I think I could have a lot of fun doing if I wasn't with people who'd be too embarrassed to do it. But I don't even know what (or I'm afraid to say it out loud.) I guess I am still a little inhibited and wanting to "guard my rep," not that I even have one, but, like almost everyone, i still want other people to think I'm kind of cool, or at least okay. or at least not utterly hopeless.

My Harry Potter party is going to be pretty nerdy, but in a cool, acceptable way. i hope.
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I remember your smile still [11 May 2008|07:45pm]

oh_darling
[ music | Bella Morte ]

Wade and I went to my mum's today to wish her a happy mother's day. I love my mom so much.



The anticipation is unbearable. I want my iPod to come to my doorstep right now!
10:30 am Monday morning is too far away.

I started my week long vacation yesterday. It's going to be nice to be super lazy.

Wade and I are going to Melbourne for a few days.

So.. Wednesday Meagle and I hungout. It seemed like forever since last time. He took a shitload of pictures of me.

let's take it back to 1974 )

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A dangerous line to blur [09 May 2008|03:21pm]

volscian
[ mood | complacent ]

So I got an email from my boss. It said that our company blog now has a community section and he wants us all to sign up for it. So I did. And then another email saying that we should feel free to go around, leave comments, and participate in general, to get the site going.

Okay Jeff. You're seriously telling me that I can spend precious worktime on an online community that's all about costumes?!?! Sweet mother of pearl! It's all I've ever wanted in a job!

Unfortunately, the website is bugging out for me and I can't actually do anything. It's working fine for my coworkers. :(

The blog is mydisguises.com, and the community is mydisguises.ning.com

It is actually pretty cool!

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Tea Parties [09 May 2008|09:38am]

volscian
[ mood | weird ]

Ideas for tea parties:

Normal
Mad
Steampunk
Titantic Ghosts
Gothic
EGA/EGL (not to be confused with Gothic)

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Got stuff [08 May 2008|08:02pm]

papilia
Got a second job. a one-day a week gig at the Daily Utah Chronicle.. the U of U's newspaper of which I incessantly make fun. it'll only be an extra $200 a month, but hey, it's an extra $200 a month! I don't need it to live, so it's just easy fun money.  I'm doing graphics and page layout.. don't worry, I'm not writing any articles.  I think I happen to be a better writer than to need to be published in that rag. haha, but seriously, the articles in there suck big time.

I also got a cold. this may not seem like a big deal to you people, but this is the first time I've had a cold--the first time I've been sick at all--since this time last year. I didn't get sick for a whole year! (menstruation and sleep deprivation don't count).  I think my cold is almost over, but unfortunately my seasonal allergies are starting to kick in :( and I can never remember which brand of allergy medicine works for me so I usually buy a few before I find the right one. I need to write it down or something, and then the next year remember that I wrote it down and where, so i can get the right kind.

Going to Wendover tomorrow :) that should be fun!

I dunno what to do about Mother's day :(
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bad job [07 May 2008|12:11pm]

volscian
[ mood | sick ]

I'm going to give it up as a bad job, unpack some of my stuff, and start living again until next week.

I've called the managers of my new place every other day. They're not giving me information, they're not calling me back. Last I heard, the people in my apartment hadn't turned in their keys yet. The managers said they would call them to find out what's up, and then they'd call me back to let me know.

At first I suspected that maybe they didn't have my phone number down correctly. But yesterday I told them my number in a voice mail, and I still have heard nothing. This is really stressing me out because I was planning on moving this week. Actually I was planning on moving last week. I can't just keep going on like this.

So I'm going to call them again sometime today, but I'm not going to have sudden hopes. I'll just plan on pushing back the moving date another week, so that I can stop stressing out and get some things done with the few remaining days of this week.

I wonder just how much sewing I can finish before Saturday. I need to make 5 hoods, but those are easy. The real question is what else I can get done . . . like in my wild fantasies, a linen napron, 4 extra-large tunics/gowns (cotton/linen), 2 regular-size gowns or surcotes (cotton/linen), and a large male tunic (cotton/linen). It's absolutely crazy talk, of course. In my more rational fantasies, it's just 2 extra-large tunics/gowns and the male tunic. Plus the 5 hoods in either case. Oh, and I need to finish my brooches. Yeah, I'm crazy. I probably won't do anything besides the hoods.

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Electronic Crucifixion [07 May 2008|08:25am]

oh_darling
[ music | nothing...... :tear: ]

This made me love Lakeland a little more:



My iPod fucking died.
Froze up. Shit the bed. No returning back.
If anyone wants it and wants to send it in to the iPod hospital for fifty bucks it's yours. If I have to mail it you pay the cost of shipping!
[of course if I find you to be a good iPod parent//// hah wtf?!]


I was in the middle of watching my X-Files movie [yeah yeah keep the snard comments to yourself] and all of a sudden David Duchovny's face is plastered on the screen. All goes quiet in danielle's iPod. Then noise! Scully is yelling at Moulder to do something or another but Moulder is still plastered on my screen. I'm pressing the menu button/pause/anything to get this fucking thing to go back to normal. Finally I get it to get back to the menu... it's frozen for 10 minutes. I had to call my mum since I was in Tampa to have her look up how to fix this damn thing.

Finally Reset is in process and what does appear on my precious iPod's screen? A fucking ipod sad face!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My heart sank. I have never felt this disconnected due to a piece of electrial savior.

I have tried every trouble shooting thing that I could get my trembling little hands on. Alas, nothing!

My computer won't recognize it. Everytime I turn it on it goes straight to Mr. Sad Pod.
The only thing I can think of for the reason was two days ago I got a clear plastic case to go over my iPod. Knowing what small amount of electronic information that I know is that to constantly put an image up on a screen it works overtime. I was 30 minutes into the movie if not 45.. Perhaps due to that plastic case my iPod got too hot and had no where to put the heat and it cause it to kill the harddrive. Just a guess....

I ordered a new one. It'll be here by the 9th. Precious things...

So///// if you want it. It's yours. It's a 30gb black video classic. I can't remember what generation but it has the touch wheel.

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The truth of the matter is\\\\\\\\\ [06 May 2008|01:08pm]

oh_darling
I still have a lot of thoughts from the past running around in my head.

I should been dead years ago.
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bad news, kids [06 May 2008|09:57am]

volscian
[ mood | cold ]

Lords and Ladies its once again time for the 3rd Annual Utah
Renaissance Festival and Fanatsy Faire. Fun for the entire family.
Come for the jousting, magic shows, belly dancers, celt singers, bag
pippers, puppet shows, and much much more.

May 9,10,11 and 16,17,18

10am-dusk

Location: 3105 W Pioneer Rd. Marriott-
Slatersville. Take I-15 just north of Ogden to exit 346. Go west on
Pioneer Rd through the light its about 1.5 miles down Pioneer Rd on
the left. Look for the yellow URFFF signs.

$10 Adults
$5 Children under 12
$5 Military
$5 Senior Citizens
$5 If you come dressed in Renaissance Period Costume

www.utahrenfest.com


My mom sent me this email.

I want to go! I need people to go with! I think I can force Brynn to come with me. At least I'll tell her she can wear my Irish peasant garb. I'll wear the viking garb. If they don't consider that "Renaissance Period Costume" then I'm okay with paying $10.

I've never been to a Ren Faire! If I can't get anyone to go with me I'll be really sad.

Also, the Kingdom of Artemesia will be there! That means I'm likely to run into Club people, right?

ETA: Hey! Good news! Turns out pretty much my whole family is going! Turns out on the 9th and 16th, homeschoolers only have to pay $1 to get in!!! And I count as a homeschooler! Man I will forever be reaping the benefits from that. Free plays, workshops, and now, reduced prices to Ren Faires. I am so lucky.

I don't know when yet, there seems to be confusion. Jill can't go on Friday because it's "David Archuleta Day." Apparently he's coming to Murray to film something and she swore she'd go with her roommates. I personally want to go on a Saturday so I can spend all day there. But we'll see. And out of six days, I can probably go more than once.

I feel a very strong urge to sew some hoods for my family. And some gowns . . . Toss on a dress and a belt and you've got some nice 9th century Druid action going on. Seriously the easiest garb ever. I just have this uncontrollable desire to dress everyone else up.

Also, I just ate lunch outside and it was really warm. Like maybe I should look into making a linen napron. Like maybe my wool viking stuff will be too hot. (I would test this when I get home, but of course, all of my garb is packed up.)

TOO BAD MY SEWING MACHINE AND ALL MY SEWING STUFF ARE PACKED UP IN BOXES. I do have a few items to loan out but really, it's not enough. And for some, it's not big enough. (Hey! I designed those larger chemises for a reason.)

Holy crap I should not be this excited. I shouldn't go crazy making things for one event when I might not do anything else all summer long.

But I can't suppress the thought that I should drive up to Murray tonight and get to work.

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Vest Guidelines [05 May 2008|07:00pm]

volscian
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | Type O Negative: We Hate Everyone ]

Read more... )

Vests were creating a problem for me. I really like them, but I just kept wearing them wrongly. So I sat down and asked myself, "Self, how can I wear vests without looking stupid?"

The answer was simple. There are actually a lot of options. For some reason I kept doing the one thing I shouldn't have been.

Here are my vest-wearing guidelines:

Yes: with short skirt
Yes: with pants (any length)
Yes: with long skirt and jacket
Yes: with short skirt and jacket
Yes: with pants and jacket
No: with long skirt

Don't ask me to justify my reasoning, it's just what I feel I must do.

Regarding the types of shirts to be worn under vests: Woven fabrics, with colors equal in darkness to, or lighter than the color of the vest (ie, the vest is always darker in color than the blouse is, or else it is the same color). Wearing t-shirts under vests is not acceptable.

Side note. Regarding jackets: Unusually lengthy jackets must always be worn with pants, as to avoid looking too Edwardian, unless it is with a particularly wide skirt (eg, to be worn with a hoopskirt or plentiful petticoats).

Hilariously, this all delves into the strange psychoses I have about liking costumey clothing but not wanting to look too costumey. I don't know. It's messed up. The conclusion for this round of the battle: It is acceptable to look steampunky, but not ren-fairy. No wait, broader generalization: It's okay to look science-fictiony, but not fantasy-y. (as long as the science-fictiony doesn't lean towards the Matrix, just out of a desire to avoid the lame Hot Topic goth teen look.)

Which leads to the question: What do I do about my medieval-looking dresses?

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what to wear [03 May 2008|05:14pm]

volscian
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | Victim Effect: Alice, Alice ]

My wardrobe. Hmm. Probably a strange complaint to some, but it just has too much variety.

The problem being that it’s far too easy to put things together which shouldn’t go together.

The problem being that when I’m getting dressed in the morning, I’m very tired and can’t think clearly. My only thought is “can’t wear jeans or t-shirt to work.” Even though jeans and t-shirt account for a rather small amount of my wardrobe, this still causes problems. Mostly because I’m tired and can’t think clearly. I’m not thinking about constructing a good outfit. (And it's too difficult for me to remember that I can wear jeans or a t-shirt, just that I have to dress them up somehow and not wear them together.)

I keep telling myself that when I move I’ll just switch over to my summer wardrobe and that will solve a lot of problems.

It will solve a few problems because I’ll be very happy not to see some certain items for another 4 months. But that’s just avoidance. It’s not solving the root of the problem.

I know about fashion. I know the syntax. I know the semantics. I know how to build capsules. I know what looks good on me and what doesn’t.

So what’s my problem? I just like too many different things! I need to be stricter with myself when I make and buy clothing. I need to get rid of what doesn’t work. I need to make decisions and stick with them. I need to define and refine my taste.

I know how to make capsules, but I don't actually do it. That takes so much work! Can’t I just do what I want and have fun? No, that’s what got me into this mess. I can’t just continue to run amok pulling gobs out of whatever appeals to me and sticking them on.

I need to figure out better ways to wear the things I have.

I need to streamline,

but that requires making sacrifices and getting rid of things I like.

So set guidelines. Without even looking at what I have. Figure out what I should have. Then apply those standards to what I have, but more importantly, apply them strictly to what I acquire. Very fine words, but I won’t be able to put them into practice.

I watched like 5 episodes of What Not to Wear today. There was a girl whose chief problem (beyond the pink, glitter, and over-accessorizing) was that she bought a lot of separates without regard to how to put them into an outfit. THAT is my problem. Obviously you've got to put things together into an outfit when you get dressed, and if nothing is bought/made to go with other things, then nothing really goes together.

Obviously, just making things I like, and hoping it'll work out and go with other things, isn't working for me.

My only issue with What Not to Wear is that, after repeated viewing, I come to realize that all the girls come out of that show with essentially the exact same wardrobe, and just tiny little personal details. Not too personal, of course, being store-bought clothing. But like with the pink girl. They let her suit skirt have some tiny pink piping details. If I was on that show, I'd end up with a black skirted suit with some shiny, bright-colored slinky blouse underneath (something that would "complement my skin tone and keep the black from washing me out"), and black rosette details on the suit jacket, or something. Actually, that's a bad example, because I would like that outfit (if the blouse wasn't too brihgt). Yet I don't have anything like it. Hmm.

See, I know what to do, I just don't do it. I need to do some seriously painful-yet-cathartic wardrobe out-cleaning.

And I have to be honest with myself. A lot of my clothing is pretty costumey. What do I do with that stuff? There are really only two things to do. Figure out a way to wear it and not make it costumey, and failing that, put it somewhere else, not a part of my wardrobe. (Ouch. That hurts to think about. It's like murdering my own children. By burying them alive. "Please let us out, mommy! We want to play with you!" *shovels dirt over them*)

Also, I should probably purchase or in some other way get my hands on a full-length mirror.

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Vague People. [03 May 2008|05:16pm]

papilia
why are people so freakin vague all the time? this guy asks if we have any jim carrey movies. I scroll through the list of 40+ to tell him they are all checked out, and he's like, "you don't have dumb and dumber?" I'm like, IF YOU WANTED DUMB AND DUMBER WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY SO  IN THE FIRST PLACE!?!?! but that's the better of the vague questions I get asked.  some people just walk up and say, "Spanish?" like, wtf. do you want to know if I speak Spanish? If there's a Spanish-speaker in the department?  Are you asking about Spanish music? (traditional or contemporary?) do you want Spanish movies? do you want to learn how to speak Spanish?  because all of these questions have distinctly different answers!  They act like they are in such a huge frickin hurry but i could help them a lot faster if I knew what they wanted.
Here's a new rule for how to live your life so that everyone is happier....
If you must be vague, DON'T GET UPSET when the person you're talking to asks for clarification!  If you ask me if i've checked my email, I could say "yeah, I've checked my email millions of times in the past 10 years since I first got email," but that would probably not answer your question, so I say, "yeah... was there something you wanted me to see?" I can't think of one specific message from the loads of crap I read everyday.  so don't be like, "oh, she doesn't think I'm IMPORTANT enough to know what I'm vaguely referring to!"  You COULD just say at the beginning "did you get the message i sent you about the whatever" (except replace whatever with the specific thing you actually want to talk about!) and then I can be like, "yeah," or, "no," or, "I can't remember, when did you send it, i haven't checked my mail since 10 am."  don't ask a ton of peripheral questions. don't beat around the bush. just tell me what you want to talk about. or if you must be vague, let me repeat this, don't be surprised or offended that I have no clue what you're talking about.

okay, now that everyone in the whole world is aware of my feelings on this matter and will certainly change their bad habits to make life better & easier, I can go about the rest of my day happy as can be.

Remember: Vague is not the same as Vogue.
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board [01 May 2008|01:07pm]

volscian
[ mood | curious ]

Today the 100 Hr Board had a question about a student film.

I'm pretty sure their answer is wrong.

I remember the film itself . . . but since my memory is absolutely awful, I can't do anything to answer the question. I think it played at Final Cut my freshman year (2003). But there's the unfortunate possibility that it played at FC Retro in winter semester 2004, which means that it could be from any previous year.

I remember having a conversation with someone about the film, who knew the filmmaker and said it was inspired by the works of Edward Gorey (that much is obvious). I don't remember who this person was and I don't remember how they knew the filmmaker. Maybe it was Megan, Shane's wife. But I don't think I knew her back then. But if it was, that would mean that the Board's answer is correct.

Still, I have a very hard time believe it was a 185 project, because the film was rather lengthy and 185 had pretty strict time limits on the assignments. Although it's probable that Shane had a different professor than I did for 185, and therefore different requirements in the class.

Also, I'm pretty sure that the film had a much longer title than that, and that it contained some kind of nonsense word. Reminescent of "The Gashlycrumb Tinies." In fact, even though I loved the film, I could never remember what it was called, not even right after I watched it. I think I'd remember something simple like "Woman's Tonic."

This is very frustrating. Maybe I should watch all my final cut dvds when I get home and see if that dredges up anything.

Here's the info on the film if anyone has a clue (from the question):

1-It was a film about a bunch of brothers and sisters that lived in a big house together.
2-The characters were wearing old fashioned clothes (victorian?)
3-The characters didn't talk at all and their actions were very silent-film like.
4-The narrator described one of the characters as "always getting in the way" accompanied by a shot of him lying on the floor in front of a door while another character is trying to open it.
5-It was filmed in black and white.
6-It was a comedy. The humor was based on the narrator describing the quirkiness of the family's activities.
7-I was a student from 1998-2004 so it was probably made during that time.

I would add that one of the characters was constantly making fruitcake, and she had a secret recipe box that was full of fruitcake recipes. They didn't have any parents, for no discernable reason. They liked to throw dinner parties.

Still, if Tom Russell says that it's "Women's Tonic" by Shane Atkinson, then it probably is. Tom Russell knows stuff.

It just doesn't feel right, though . . .

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[01 May 2008|12:21am]

papilia
[ music | Dragonforce-Fields of Despair ]

took my final exam for history of graphic design today. it went well. it was 100 images that we had o match with the designer.  i only looked over all the images once before the test but i already knew some from the lectures and quizzes throughout the year, and i'm good at making up lame pneumonic  (?) devices to remember difficult associations. the dumber, the better. like one was a book cover by a guy names alvin lustig. It said "lorca" on it and had a picture of a cross, so i could remember it because Lorca and Lustig both start with L, and then i associated the cross with Christianity, with saints who received the stigma or something. I really don't know anything about that Catholic saint stuff but I know that there is "stig" in the word. soo.. Lu-stig. 
so the semester is officially over for me except i have to go back up to campus to pick up my paintings and get the add codes for next semester's design classes.
Went to "The Producers" today @ the PTC.  it was really funny, i gotta say. there were so many gay jokes though, and even though it was funny, i wondered whether gay people would think it was funny or be offended. :\ and that stifled my enjoyment a little.
I've been thinking a lot about how much I miss theater and a show like this doesn't help. I'd really like to get back into acting, or anything. I love everything about theater. I would love to do theater design. I haven't acted for so long I could only get into the type of show where they accept everyone :( I quit theater in high school because I was so disgusted with the people involved. also i wanted to take AP Music Theory which was at the same time as the elite audition-only theater class, which I was accepted into.  I don't regret taking music theory because it's awesome and now i can be a rock star. but i lost my chance to be a movie star.

speaking of actors, Daniel Radcliffe actually has gotten really hott, and that has nothing to do with Harry Potter. hmm.. i haven't looked at any pictures of Tom Felton lately.
...yeah, still hott. better with longer hair though.

coming up this week:
Thursday is the Stitch Effect at the library, 4th floor by the fireplaces, 7:00.  a knit/crochet group open to everyone. I will be there part of the time with my new shipwrecked pirate shirt project.
Friday night is my friend Elsa's graduation party. but i don't have any plans during the day except to pick up my paintings from school.
Saturday i work all day, then I'm going to murray for band practice, then i'm going to Sandy for a remembrance birthday party for my dear, departed cousin :S (i don' t know whether to smile or be sad for that)
sunday sunday sunday, can i make it through another sunday?
monday: no plans that I know of!
tuesday: only work from1-6
wednesday: Girl's Night at the bike collective!  5-9 (i kind of made that time frame up, i hope it's right.) i made an awesome flier for it. http://www.saltcycle.com/2008/04/hey-ladies.html

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press to continue [29 Apr 2008|02:05pm]

papilia
i passed my "test" yesterday... my portfolio review. It was fine. I got the distinct impression that all the teachers had pretty much decided beforehand on which students would continue/repeat/drop and the portfolio review was just for show.  I worked so hard on making my pieces (and myself) presentable and they barely looked at anything.
They told me something interesting that I will have to keep in mind.  They said that I am clearly more of a conceptual thinker, and that I am weaker in "finishing" and "perfecting" my pieces.  I think that's probably good.  I mean I think it's better to already that as a strength, because finishing techniques can be learned easily and will naturally develop in time with practice.
i really want to do a lot of practice projects and such over the summer. and i am seriously going to surround myself with good design. one thing that I feel has been dragging me down this year has been that i lot of the visual data I'm absorbing has been bad design.  I can't create something good if I don't know what "good" is. if I don't have a catalog of good examples to be inspired by.  bad design=the death of us all.

most of the world doesn't even care about design but it's practically all I care about.
if they knew how integral it was to their world, how much it influences everything from their actions to their identities, they'd care more.
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